Here are recommended resources to explore further on your own - but remember to get personalized help from experts as an absolute first priority. Do not try to solve everything alone :)

There are many different ways to convey these messages. Choose the ones who make you feel something - touched, provoked or pissed - that means they are reaching something inside you.

Chris Bale (INFP) - https://www.instagram.com/chrisbaleawakened

Cory Muscara - https://www.instagram.com/corymuscara

Nicolas Canon - https://www.instagram.com/nicocanon_

David Dayan Fisher (INFP) - https://www.instagram.com/daviddayanfisher

Charlie Shiferaw - https://www.instagram.com/charlieshiferaw

Peter Crone - https://www.instagram.com/petercrone

Bob Beare (ENFJ) - Stop Doing Shit You Dont Want To Do

Richard Schwartz - You Are The One You’ve Been Waiting For

Hendrix and Hunt - Getting The Love You Want

Nicole LePera (ENFP) - How To Be The Love You Seek

Diana Richardson - Feeling vs Emotion (also, great books on sexuality: Tantric Orgasm For Women / Slow Sex)

Peter A. Levine (ISTJ) - Waking The Tiger

Robert Glover (ISFJ) - No More Mr Nice Guy

Gabor Mate (INFJ) - Any of his stuff